One Of Many Crossroads-If The Time Be Right

Oh, be still my heart-I know what you desire,
the ever fleeting hope that you can finally share,
your wishes could speak volumes,
but breathe one day at a time.

One word, one sentence, one day, one step,
is all that stands between my burden being lifted,
oh sweet sorrow how you betray me,
but stir me enough to make a change.

The confirmation pursued is nearing its inception,
years of thought honestly and openly revealed in a moment,
like a virgin in the first consummation of marriage,
blatant, bold, and bare.

Preparing for defeat but hoping for victory,
fearing his heart reserved for none than only one other,
if victorious-will that make me second best,
because my supposed one let his be the one that got away.






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Just Thinking It Through

It has been a while since you were in my dreams,
I was actually glad that you were back-even if only for a night,
I miss you telling me I am beautiful-thank you,
those words always meant the world to me.

I am still thinking it through,
I am still trying to figure out a way I can talk with you,
that perfect moment-the one where I can come completely clean,
and tell you from my heart that I am deeply sorry.

It took me a while before I could very clearly see,
I was such a terrible person to you-something you did not deserve,
so much was going on in my life and I unfairly took it out on you,
you were always so understanding with me-I truly am so sorry.

Do you think I am crazy for wanting to say how sorry I am,
or is it something that you actually would want to hear,
is it too late-not possible-for me to prove my change,
or do you want it too-me and you-like it once had been?






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