What I Done Without Them

I never thought,
I would see the day,
when the very ones closest to me,
would vanish and go away.

Her lovely grayish-white hair,
her pain and despair,
described my grandmother,
spectacular and fair.

His lovely black coat,
with the red in his beard,
my one and only,
my puppy that I have lost.

His deep teddy bear eyes,
and a touch so soft-sends chills down your spine,
but he would make sure I was warm,
here is to you my dear friend.

Now that I do not have any love,
I feel as if I have been torn,
I await a miracle in my life,
it took all of this to turn my attention to the Lord.





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My Eyes To Paradise

As rain falls angrily on our tin roof,
we sit in front of the fire,
you draw me near,
you ask me about the diamonds in my eyes.

I reply that you should look closer,
look and read what is behind,
my eyes are just a reflection of what is inside,
and you took my advice.

Oh you dense black hole,
you are confused so easily,
gaze into my eyes,
and kiss me-we are one.

As you see,
I am ready to be held,
I miss the way you look at me,
and I miss the way you can tell.





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Horror Understand

Traumatized,
by the horrors of life,
wake up and see the light my dear,
wake up and see the light.

Malice is cold,
and life gets old,
you are still crying out,
for someone to hold.

Lonely in your rare world,
insecurities of woven bone,
I am here and I will never,
I will never leave you alone.

Darkness behind a closed and locked door,
you are afraid this world will not understand,
understand the feelings you burden to hold,
all you know is that I understand.





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The Power Of A Dream's Love

A dreamweaver takes the blame,
for making her dreams come true again,
she has no idea why,
how her dreams could make one cry.

A lover saved from the flames,
he saw the sun,
and now she brings the rain,
could he live with his life again?

I told him that she will not,
give him the moonlight,
only to burn him with the sun,
because he only has won.

They take away,
in their dreams and hearts
the very essence of understanding,
the power of love.





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An Injured Soul

My clear diamond,
has been shredded by steel,
his beautiful face,
that God will heal.

Paralyzed is a scare tactic word,
one that this soul should not deserve,
pray to God and you will learn,
about going slow to save your world.

The three days before,
that was your warning sign,
you should have listened,
I guess you will be ready the next time.

You lay there alone,
your bed is cold,
the environment around you is so dreary,
I want to be the first you hold.





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The Secret Touch

The longing for,
a certain touch,
it is just for love,
and not for lust.

Two minds,
work as one,
both longing for,
that certain love.

Understanding spirit,
gets hurt everyday,
by those who fear,
secrets will be slipped away.

I thought I knew myself,
for he I could never love,
comes near death,
and he becomes my freedom dove.





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Sunset Meadows

A diamond staircase,
leading to one's heavenly home,
reflects the beauty,
of the sunset.

Meadows of wildflowers,
enhancing the touch,
purple with gold,
leaves a story untold.

The sunset filled,
with golden clouds of light,
a little blue to fill your day,
this sunset would sweep you away.

The meaning of a touch,
one to hold very close,
the meaning of love,
this story will never be told.





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Listen For Knowledge

This valley of devils,
mountains of God,
the devils will scatter,
at the powerful hands of God.

As devils attack friends,
and will not let go,
I can only watch them fall off the cliff,
to hell is where they have chosen to go.

I try to help them,
guide them in the way to go,
they do not ever want to listen,
so they will never know.

Ignorant people-my friends-never listen,
they do not know,
and they do not want to see change,
one day the verdict you will see-Judgment Day.





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The Matchmaker

The matchmaker has done it again,
eight couples in love,
it just seems so interesting,
to watch this game of love.

The matchmaker has been in business,
for at least three years,
this year is her year,
to do it again.

Her only relationship,
that lasted a long time,
was her very own,
but her match went by the wayside.

Now her match is at bay,
and that is perfectly okay,
she is the only one that has not told,
her story that is so old.





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Lost Friends

My closest friends,
are physically or mentally dead,
at the drop of a pen,
and the lift of a head.

Now I have no one,
I feel cryptic and cold,
to associate with anyone,
is strictly untold.

The only one,
I consider a friend,
is my Lord and God,
my Jesus Christ.

I am surrounded by dancing devils,
they take my family,
they take my friends,
but I still know that I will win!





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Between Three Worlds

You are stuck between three worlds,
what are you to do,
you think about this all the time,
do you think that this is a sign-I do.

Prayers in Jesus name,
ask and you shall receive,
my prayer might be sending you a sign,
let us just wait and see.

You ask me what to do,
between your three worlds,
I said you know my answer,
and it definitely is not the first.

I told you to focus on school,
leave time for yourself as well,
in time you will see God's plan,
I must seek that plan too.





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Perfect Personality

Look at you,
walking toward me with that smile on your face,
I want you to hold me,
in your strong embrace.

Looking sexy in those clothes you wear,
taking only one minute,
to style your hair,
it is not even that-I am well aware.

Your slim body,
with the strong embrace,
my day holds and I wait just to see your face,
but that still is not it.

I will tell you why I love you so much,
one thing is your personal touch,
another thing is all the love,
but it is your personality that I love.





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